6/9/09

Dear Diary,

Why! Why! I hate him/her why wont you believe me while i was waiting my heart was pounding like nothing no other i can feel it in my chest i can hear it in my ears. I cant see it but i can hold it. I hate when this happend i am who you think i am. I am not fake i am not phony that is the one thing that i am not. I hate you when you dont know who you are talking about. I am not ieing to You. I will never. I had never wanted so bad to rip my heart out of my chest to hear those words make me want to cry oo so hard. I never wanted to hurt you i never wanted to nothing I want to tell you I will always be here for you. I will always care for you and i will wait. Wait seems like a long time for me but i really dont care. Once you find out the real truth you will regreat what you just lost a wonderfull friend. You dont have to believe me but i just need a piece of mind I have noone to talk to not even god i really want to prey but i might say the wrong thing dont give me a lecture cause i dont want to hear it just tell me you believe me and i will be alright. I cant even right about my day even though it was nothing but you know what imma have to wait and see what happend i wont lie to you and tell you i was lieing cause i know for a fact i am telling the truth

love always Jazmin

p.s. I am sorry for ever being in you life.

Quote: Dont tell someone you love them if you dont cause it hurt more than having noone at all.